Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Jar of Hearts

I found this song the other day and for now its really fitting for me now. Its called Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri.

Lyrics:

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back


who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all

Monday, November 22, 2010

My Life is a Dream

I feel like my life is a dream,
or some movie on the big screen.
and right now the time is paused
while the snow at me naugs.

if there was some way to wake up
before my life breaks like a drooped cup
there is a numbness that can't subside
while I know that I'm being capsized

I feel like my life is just a dream,
or some movie on the big screen.
and right now the time is paused
while the snow at me naugs.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Oh Day

to day has been up, down and lower. I just wish that one day I can look back and know that it is in the past, that this was just a rough moment in my life.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Friend Quotes

"A friend is someone who cares
Someone who is always there

A friend is someone special
Someone who you can tell everything

A friend is someone who will never betray you
No matter who doesn't like you

A friend is someone you can trust
Someone kind of like you"

"A true friend is someone who is there for you when they would rather be someplace else." - Len Wein

"True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable". - D.T. Gentry

The world is so empty if one thinks only of mountains, rivers, and cities; but to know someone here and there who thinks and feels with us, and though distant, is close to us in spirit, this makes the earth for us an inhabited garden. – Goethe

We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over. So in a series of acts of kindness there is, at last, one which makes the heart run over. - James Boswell

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Today

Make shift knee brace on left leg from ice-skating,
A hole in my right arm from giving blood,
A bruise on my right shoulder blade from passing out,
Head ace from not sleeping a whole lot last night.
Hot chocolate for a cold day,
A friends kind words when my heart is heavy
A little girls laugh to let me know that God still thinks of me,
And an old seminary teacher to let me know I'm still loved.

Relationships

If you are in a Relationship that doesn't help you become the person you want to be, then you're with the wrong one.

I always get: right guy wrong time. wrong guy wrong time. wrong guy right time. when will I ever find the right guy at the right time?

I think I know the one for me
It is kind of inevitable you see
We were both friends in high school
That was I time that we were so cool

He fell for me but the timing wasn't right
And for now we just play polite
One day when we both grow up
We will joke about it over a cup

Now I can't help but think of him
Almost with out him life seams grimm
One day we will sit under some old tree
And I'll tell him that he is the one for me

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Humans vs. Zombies

the Zombie Apocalypse is here. it has taken USU campus by storm! it started on Monday and has been going strong for this whole week. humans have Nerf guns to stun the zombies who's numbers are increasingly growing. As of this moment only 334 humans are left with 274 hungry zombies after them. Already 204 people have died of the break out (meaning they were turned into zombies and didn't eat for 48 hours) I'm just sad that I didn't hear about the game until it was to late. next time I will be joining the the end of the world. ready to kick some zombie but.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

sad

I've reached the point that i want to cry, but i can't. why can't i cry? and I have also reached the point that i think i need a 2 by 4 to the face.

Monday, November 1, 2010

dang...

I keep checking my email to hear about my internship with Disney but it hasn't even been one week!! Then just yesterday I find out that registration for next semester classes start next week!!! what on earths name am I going to do?
You know what would be amazing? If they send me an email before then end of this week, or before the end of today! then I won't have to worry about sighing up or not signing up for classes.