tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80473309477931494802023-11-15T09:38:14.524-08:00The life of an ordinary girl starting collegeUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-54121566253228389612011-01-02T22:30:00.000-08:002011-01-02T22:38:45.493-08:0016 daysso soon! I'm leaving for my Disney Internship in only 16 more days! I'm packing up my room and its bring back old memorizes. I have to get all my life into 2 suitcases and now I'm thinking wow i have a lot of stuff. now 16 days..... its crazy to think about itUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-9377778669615959862010-12-06T21:28:00.000-08:002010-12-06T21:56:57.710-08:00Christmastime mood+ Dead week =while working on a group project in a full computer lab and a guy came in ans asked if there was a open computer and then after being told that there wasn't one he responded with "so there is no room for me in the inn?" the man behind the desk told him "there are some other computer labs across the building" the guy then responded with "It's ok, I will just find a lonely stable"Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-66547695741342908792010-12-04T20:28:00.000-08:002010-12-04T20:37:50.189-08:00FINALS ARE WHEN?!?!?FINALS!!! are coming and FAST!!! This is how my next two weeks look like<br />Cramming all next week. Friday, Saturday nights are performance nights for the Instate choir have to be there by 5:15 and I'm gonna be there till 9:30 maybe. <div>Then My USU1360 and THEA 1013 are both on Wednesday after next week. starting at 7:30 am. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-8501901145094064372010-11-24T11:57:00.000-08:002010-11-24T12:19:14.886-08:00Jar of Hearts<span class="Apple-style-span" > I found this song the other day and for now its really fitting for me now. Its called <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM">Jar of Hearts</a> by Christina Perri. </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Lyrics: </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 12px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >i know i can’t take one more step towards you<br />cause all thats waiting is regret<br />don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore<br />you lost the love i loved the most<br /><br />i learned to live, half alive<br />and now you want me one more time<br /><br />who do you think you are?<br />runnin’ ’round leaving scars<br />collecting a jar of hearts<br />tearing love apart<br />you’re gonna catch a cold<br />from the ice inside your soul<br />don’t come back for me<br />who do you think you are?<br /><br />i hear you’re asking all around<br />if i am anywhere to be found<br />but i have grown too strong<br />to ever fall back in your arms<br /><br />ive learned to live, half alive<br />and now you want me one more time<br /><br />who do you think you are?<br />runnin’ ’round leaving scars<br />collecting a jar of hearts<br />and tearing love apart<br />you’re gonna catch a cold<br />from the ice inside your soul<br />don’t come back for me<br />who do you think you are?<br /><br />it took so long just to feel alright<br />remember how to put back the light in my eyes<br />i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed<br />cause you broke all your promises<br />and now you’re back<br />you don’t get to get me back<br /><br /><br />who do you think you are?<br />running around leaving scars<br />collecting a jar of hearts<br />and tearing love apart<br />you’re gonna catch a cold<br />from the ice inside your soul<br />so don’t come back for me<br />dont come back at all</span><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-67766795812569663982010-11-22T07:39:00.000-08:002010-11-22T07:50:57.526-08:00My Life is a DreamI feel like my life is a dream, <div>or some movie on the big screen. </div><div>and right now the time is paused </div><div>while the snow at me naugs.<br /><br />if there was some way to wake up </div><div>before my life breaks like a drooped cup</div><div>there is a numbness that can't subside </div><div>while I know that I'm being capsized </div><div><br /></div><div>I feel like my life is just a dream, <div>or some movie on the big screen. </div><div>and right now the time is paused </div><div>while the snow at me naugs.</div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-70968102409493608162010-11-21T00:09:00.000-08:002010-11-21T00:13:55.280-08:00Oh Dayto day has been up, down and lower. I just wish that one day I can look back and know that it is in the past, that this was just a rough moment in my life.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-71725101903243896612010-11-16T14:22:00.000-08:002010-11-16T14:29:49.294-08:00Friend Quotes<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color: black; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>"A friend is someone who cares<br />Someone who is always there <o:p></o:p></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color:black"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>A friend is someone special<br />Someone who you can tell everything <o:p></o:p></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; "><span style="color:black"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>A friend is someone who will never betray you<br />No matter who doesn't like you <o:p></o:p></i></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: black; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>A friend is someone you can trust</i></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" > Someone kind of like you"</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: black; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i>"A true friend is someone who is there for you when they would rather be someplace else." - Len Wein<br /></i></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; "><i><span style="font-family: Times, serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable". - D.T. Gentr</span><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12pt;">y</span></span></span></i><span style="color: black; font-size: 12pt; "><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; "><i><span style="font-family: Times, serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></span></i></p><p class="MsoNormal"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><i><span style="font-family:"Times","serif""><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>The world is so empty if one thinks only of mountains, rivers, and cities; but to know someone here <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>and there who thinks and feels with us, and though distant, is close to us in spirit, this makes <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>the earth for us an inhabited garden. – Goethe<br /><br /><table class="MsoNormalTable" border="0" cellpadding="0" style="mso-cellspacing:1.5pt"> <tbody><tr style="mso-yfti-irow:0;mso-yfti-firstrow:yes;mso-yfti-lastrow:yes"> <td style="padding:.75pt .75pt .75pt .75pt"> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="text-align:center"><i><span style="font-family:"Times","serif"">We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over. So in a series of acts of kindness there is, at last, one which makes the heart run over. - James Boswell </span></i><span style="font-family:"Arial","sans-serif""><o:p></o:p></span></p> </td> </tr></tbody></table><o:p></o:p></span></i></span></i></p><p></p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12pt; "><o:p></o:p></span><p></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-8684874330565071262010-11-10T09:07:00.000-08:002010-11-10T10:33:33.922-08:00Today<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">Make shift knee brace on left leg from ice-skating, </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">A hole in my right arm from giving blood,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">A bruise on my right shoulder blade from passing out, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">Head ace from not sleeping a whole lot last night.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">Hot chocolate for a cold day, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">A friends kind words when my heart is heavy </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">A little girls laugh to let me know that God still thinks of me, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); ">And an old seminary teacher to let me know I'm still loved. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-40131155547247863342010-11-10T01:41:00.000-08:002010-11-10T01:53:34.093-08:00RelationshipsIf you are in a Relationship that doesn't help you become the person you want to be, then you're with the wrong one.<div><br /></div><div>I always get: right guy wrong time. wrong guy wrong time. wrong guy right time. when will I ever find the right guy at the right time? </div><div><br /></div><div>I think I know the one for me</div><div>It is kind of inevitable you see </div><div>We were both friends in high school </div><div>That was I time that we were so cool</div><div><br /></div><div>He fell for me but the timing wasn't right </div><div>And for now we just play polite </div><div>One day when we both grow up </div><div>We will joke about it over a cup</div><div><br /></div><div>Now I can't help but think of him </div><div>Almost with out him life seams grimm </div><div>One day we will sit under some old tree </div><div>And I'll tell him that he is the one for me</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-70324732392981239222010-11-04T11:28:00.000-07:002010-11-04T11:47:38.394-07:00Humans vs. Zombiesthe Zombie Apocalypse is here. it has taken USU campus by storm! it started on Monday and has been going strong for this whole week. humans have Nerf guns to stun the zombies who's numbers are increasingly growing. As of this moment only 334 humans are left with 274 hungry zombies after them. Already 204 people have died of the break out (meaning they were turned into zombies and didn't eat for 48 hours) I'm just sad that I didn't hear about the game until it was to late. next time I will be joining the the end of the world. ready to kick some zombie but.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-36798894034839290142010-11-02T23:24:00.000-07:002010-11-02T23:54:55.792-07:00sadI've reached the point that i want to cry, but i can't. why can't i cry? and I have also reached the point that i think i need a 2 by 4 to the face.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-10595368755089316222010-11-01T09:18:00.000-07:002010-11-02T12:11:27.606-07:00dang...I keep checking my email to hear about my internship with Disney but it hasn't even been one week!! Then just yesterday I find out that registration for next semester classes start next week!!! what on earths name am I going to do? <div>You know what would be amazing? If they send me an email before then end of this week, or before the end of today! then I won't have to worry about sighing up or not signing up for classes. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-86621601213719504162010-10-29T12:10:00.000-07:002010-10-29T12:25:35.387-07:00Intership?!its been a while since i posted, but here is the lowdown. I have applied for the Disney College Program and could be (if i'm accepted) living down in Florida by Jan. ( I HOPE I GET IN!!!) I had my phone interview just yesterday, and my Dad being a parent listen though the door to see how it went. he said i did vary well and they would really be "rodents" if they didn't accept you. they told me i would hear back in 4-6 weeks.... 4-6 stinking WEEKS!!! HOW WILL I BE ABLE TO WAIT THAT LONG?!?!?<br />life is over all good, I'm in the awkward stage of a break up with my BF i meet here on campus. broke it off because we both need to focus on school and he is dealing with a lot right now. (no idea what that is but yeah). and he is still working on going on a mission. He has so far been the only guy i have truly felt myself around. I have been able to talk to him about anything and not worry out anything. I'm going to miss our conversations, and just time spent together.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-11669125327664453232010-10-20T13:15:00.000-07:002010-10-20T13:18:31.404-07:00stupid cold!!!today i didn't want to get up, the cold that i have been fighting against is winning. I'm to the point they I'm just laying flat out and don't want to do anything. the feeling that you just want to pretend that there is now world side and you can just sleep the day away. May my day-quill take off the top off of the misery i feel.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-54406683953755128982010-10-13T19:55:00.000-07:002010-10-26T23:41:32.217-07:00naps are a girls best friendNaps.... I look back at the times that i hated naps and think why? Now naps are college students pride and joy! I went to bed late sitting there cold in my bed.<i> (my electric blanket stopped working) )</i>. woke up today realizing I slept though my first class I was so sleepy! <i>(side note: I have a midterm tomorrow in the class i slept though)</i> then after all my classes I meet up with my boyfriend in the Student Center where he was working on another song he has written. <i>(side note: AMAZING SONG WRITER!!!).</i> I snuggled up next to him and fell asleep. I half work up to him stroking my hair. then latter today realizing that i didn't have work, I took another nap. I love naps... especially when you know that the one you care about is right there, and cares for you too.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-67615632612941213442010-10-10T21:35:00.001-07:002010-10-10T21:56:27.146-07:00weekend!!!i had to plan a meal for Sunday for over 80 people and cook it... it was crazy. today i was told that my Dad is going to be released form i calling he has in my church (i'm LDS by the way if you don't know me) he is a Bishop and is an air line pilot so he is never home. when telling a 2 friends though chat the "guess what!" they both responded with "your engaged". what is with now being in college that people think that your right about to tie the knot with the next guy you see? <div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>thing about my dad never being home, I never home. I leave at ether 7:50 or 8:30 and get back at like 7:00 or 11:00 at night (depending if i'm working or not). and sad to say I may just say it.... My parents... are right.... (that tasted like vinegar coming out). they are right to make me do a little work around the house. (do the dishes one night a week, clean my room, bathroom, and hallway once a week also.) I got in a big discussion with them tonight about freedom in college and living at home. they used logic agent me. (stupid logic) </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-53785604702633639782010-10-08T22:13:00.000-07:002010-10-08T22:16:53.449-07:00sleep?I don't have the best sleeping habits, last night I went to bed at 1:30 and got up at 5:30 to finish the assignment that was keeping me up till 1:30. I was so close to falling asleep in class, it was crazy. But i have to say the best feeling in the world is falling sleep knowing that someone who cares for you will be watching out while you dream.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-759099379474345762010-10-07T23:26:00.001-07:002010-10-07T23:37:25.310-07:00Almost half way done with first semester!I am now an undeclared business major at USU! I'm hoping to get into marketing, but there is soooo much math involved. I dislike math.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-91674202519704160092010-09-12T22:42:00.000-07:002010-10-07T23:25:57.398-07:00the First 2 weeksit has been crazy! and I love it! I love being around campus and the bizsy feel. I got a Boyfriend now! I now it has come up fast but we just made the connection. I have been able to meet a lot more people and it has been amazing!!! True the school work is a little hard to keep up with but over all I'm keeping up with it all. I so hope that I can live away from home and up on campus, I'm itching for freedom.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8047330947793149480.post-65168613369706396112010-07-27T23:37:00.001-07:002010-09-12T22:42:30.060-07:00How to beginI am not average girl going into collage.<br />1. I'm going to be living at home for the first year. ( campus is 15 min. from my house) (it's cheaper this way)<br />2. I have NO AP or concurrent enrollment credits to start with.<br />3. So far I have no $$ aide. ( beside my parents that is)<br />4. I'm starting out with no idea what to go into!<br />And 5. I have a learning disability.<br /><br />I don't think I'm going to get anyone to read this and u don't really care. I'm not one to read random blogs of people I don't know, and I'm not planning to tell anyone about my blog. This is going to be more of just a public journal. A way for me to say what I feel and still have hope that someone might just hear me, with out knowing me. I'm going to try to stay away from names. I will use code names for people. There is so much that is ahead for me and so much that lays behind. All I can do is go onward.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0