Today

Make shift knee brace on left leg from ice-skating,

A hole in my right arm from giving blood,

A bruise on my right shoulder blade from passing out,

Head ace from not sleeping a whole lot last night.

Hot chocolate for a cold day,

A friends kind words when my heart is heavy

A little girls laugh to let me know that God still thinks of me,

And an old seminary teacher to let me know I'm still loved.

Relationships

If you are in a Relationship that doesn't help you become the person you want to be, then you're with the wrong one.

I always get: right guy wrong time. wrong guy wrong time. wrong guy right time. when will I ever find the right guy at the right time?

I think I know the one for me

It is kind of inevitable you see

We were both friends in high school

That was I time that we were so cool

He fell for me but the timing wasn't right

And for now we just play polite

One day when we both grow up

We will joke about it over a cup

Now I can't help but think of him

Almost with out him life seams grimm

One day we will sit under some old tree

And I'll tell him that he is the one for me

Humans vs. Zombies

the Zombie Apocalypse is here. it has taken USU campus by storm! it started on Monday and has been going strong for this whole week. humans have Nerf guns to stun the zombies who's numbers are increasingly growing. As of this moment only 334 humans are left with 274 hungry zombies after them. Already 204 people have died of the break out (meaning they were turned into zombies and didn't eat for 48 hours) I'm just sad that I didn't hear about the game until it was to late. next time I will be joining the the end of the world. ready to kick some zombie but.

sad

I've reached the point that i want to cry, but i can't. why can't i cry? and I have also reached the point that i think i need a 2 by 4 to the face.

dang...

I keep checking my email to hear about my internship with Disney but it hasn't even been one week!! Then just yesterday I find out that registration for next semester classes start next week!!! what on earths name am I going to do?

You know what would be amazing? If they send me an email before then end of this week, or before the end of today! then I won't have to worry about sighing up or not signing up for classes.

Intership?!

its been a while since i posted, but here is the lowdown. I have applied for the Disney College Program and could be (if i'm accepted) living down in Florida by Jan. ( I HOPE I GET IN!!!) I had my phone interview just yesterday, and my Dad being a parent listen though the door to see how it went. he said i did vary well and they would really be "rodents" if they didn't accept you. they told me i would hear back in 4-6 weeks.... 4-6 stinking WEEKS!!! HOW WILL I BE ABLE TO WAIT THAT LONG?!?!?
life is over all good, I'm in the awkward stage of a break up with my BF i meet here on campus. broke it off because we both need to focus on school and he is dealing with a lot right now. (no idea what that is but yeah). and he is still working on going on a mission. He has so far been the only guy i have truly felt myself around. I have been able to talk to him about anything and not worry out anything. I'm going to miss our conversations, and just time spent together.

stupid cold!!!

today i didn't want to get up, the cold that i have been fighting against is winning. I'm to the point they I'm just laying flat out and don't want to do anything. the feeling that you just want to pretend that there is now world side and you can just sleep the day away. May my day-quill take off the top off of the misery i feel.