16 days

so soon! I'm leaving for my Disney Internship in only 16 more days! I'm packing up my room and its bring back old memorizes. I have to get all my life into 2 suitcases and now I'm thinking wow i have a lot of stuff. now 16 days..... its crazy to think about it

Christmastime mood+ Dead week =

while working on a group project in a full computer lab and a guy came in ans asked if there was a open computer and then after being told that there wasn't one he responded with "so there is no room for me in the inn?" the man behind the desk told him "there are some other computer labs across the building" the guy then responded with "It's ok, I will just find a lonely stable"

FINALS ARE WHEN?!?!?

FINALS!!! are coming and FAST!!! This is how my next two weeks look like
Cramming all next week. Friday, Saturday nights are performance nights for the Instate choir have to be there by 5:15 and I'm gonna be there till 9:30 maybe.

Then My USU1360 and THEA 1013 are both on Wednesday after next week. starting at 7:30 am.

Jar of Hearts

I found this song the other day and for now its really fitting for me now. Its called Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri.

Lyrics:

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back


who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all

My Life is a Dream

I feel like my life is a dream,

or some movie on the big screen.

and right now the time is paused

while the snow at me naugs.

if there was some way to wake up

before my life breaks like a drooped cup

there is a numbness that can't subside

while I know that I'm being capsized

I feel like my life is just a dream,

or some movie on the big screen.

and right now the time is paused

while the snow at me naugs.

Oh Day

to day has been up, down and lower. I just wish that one day I can look back and know that it is in the past, that this was just a rough moment in my life.

Friend Quotes

"A friend is someone who cares
Someone who is always there

A friend is someone special
Someone who you can tell everything

A friend is someone who will never betray you
No matter who doesn't like you

A friend is someone you can trust
Someone kind of like you"

"A true friend is someone who is there for you when they would rather be someplace else." - Len Wein

"True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable". - D.T. Gentry

The world is so empty if one thinks only of mountains, rivers, and cities; but to know someone here and there who thinks and feels with us, and though distant, is close to us in spirit, this makes the earth for us an inhabited garden. – Goethe

We cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over. So in a series of acts of kindness there is, at last, one which makes the heart run over. - James Boswell